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I think im going through a really strange transition from being in a relationship for so long to being single. I forgot how much freedom i get to have for being single. Honestly, i dont know what i want. The fact that I’m confused with how i feel half the time tells me I’m not ready to get into something else. I thought I was ready, even though 5 months have gone by since my ex and I broke up, but I guess I need more time to myself. I was talking to this guy for a few weeks but in the end, he was not someone I thought he was. I was very disappointed but i felt more relieved knowing soon than months down the road. Maybe I feel like I want to be with someone because thats all I knew for the past 6 years or maybe seeing other couples makes me feel a little jealous inside. I don’t want to sound cliche but it’s true, everything happens for a reason. This is God’s lesson to me to help me grow as a person because for the past couple years I felt like nothing was changing and I was dead. I felt lifeless, just an empty soul in a human body. As sad as it sounds its true. I slowly feel my lifeless heartrate moving up and down at a steady level. But whatever is going to be thrown at me, I’ll be ready.